- Feb 20
- 7 min read
Updated: Feb 21
Hi...
In the last 6 months my personal & work lives have been um… challenging. I have much less time and mental energy for my hobbies and the stress has affected my learning a lot. I have noticed myself getting exhausted super easily and often physically struggling to follow the words on the page in my book. At times like that there’s nothing I can do but put it down and go rest. Korean isn’t going anywhere and eventually the things that are causing me stress will be resolved.
Having said that I’m still fitting in 2 hours of kr a day and I’m still making progress. Here’s the topics for this update:
How has writing been going?
Am I ever going to Korea?
Is it possible to learn words without Anki?
Am I still using papago to read books?
The Intermediate Plateau is a lie Big Language uses to sell you youtube channel subscriptions
Is output the final boss?
How has writing been going?
A year ago I started outputting by writing in my own little google doc and also completing prompts set by my tutor for review. I colour code the corrections into spelling or spacing errors / grammar errors / suggested better wording so I can get a feel for what kinds of mistakes I’m making and how often.
I often write diary type entries ranting about things that have annoyed me at work lmao. I also challenged myself to leave a comment on every yt video or podcast ep I listened to but lately I have not been keeping up with that.
I’m not fully focused on output right now. Previously I was doing a nice little 1-2 hours a week of writing but I’ve fallen off a lot lately while chaos has reigned in my personal life. 🫠
I’ve only done something like 20hrs writing in the last 6 months due to ~life but despite that I have gained a level of confidence in writing. This time last year just putting any of my thoughts to paper was painful, but now even though I still make silly mistakes it's a lot smoother and I can always figure out some way to say what I want and be understood. I have a long way to go but I can see a lot of progress with the little time I've put in so far.
I want to keep my main focus on immersion for now because I think stronger automaticity in parsing the language is going to help a lot with my ability to know more that what I've written sounds correct and increase my comfort level and confidence.
Am I ever going to Korea?
Yes this year for sure! (아직 비행기표를 사지 않았지만…) In September 🙏
Is it possible to learn words without Anki?
I stopped using Anki back in June last year because it wasn’t fun any more and reading books was much more enjoyable. I have no regrets and no plans to start using flashcards again any time soon. When I was doing Anki I was marking words known at a rate of about 8/day, and since i’ve stopped using anki:
Do I still use papago to read books?
I mentioned in a previous update that when I started reading native books 2 years ago it was a very uphill grind. I often used papago to help me figure out chunks of text then I would go back and try and work out what I had missed or misunderstood in the original that was blocking my understanding.
In the 2 years since I started reading I’ve read 57 books (a mix of Young Adult and regular novels)

My reading speed is still slow compared to reading in my NL english but the details/tone/emotions I glean from books are much richer now than even 1 year ago and I rely on dictionary and papago support much less.
To give you an idea of how the process has felt along the way:
Book #1 세계를 건너 너에게 갈게 first book, totally puzzling each sentence out. Used lots of machine translation.
Book #10 당연하게도 나는 너를 first time I felt any kind of flow to my reading instead of each sentence feeling like little puzzle pieces put together.
Book #21 피치 오브 타임 felt a sense of confidence and ease for the first time, like I was reading at my level and not missing depth.
Book #34+35 죽이고 싶은 아이 + 뒤틀린 집 started to freeflow a bit without any popup dictionary for the first time. There was still a layer of fuzz and a lack of confidence, but I realised I could do it.
Book #45 용의자 X의 헌신 started to feel like when I wasn’t understanding sentences on the first pass I should 100% be able to re-read and get it instead of assuming there was a piece of grammar I didn’t know. I was getting more confident in my reading ability I guess.
Book #55 우린 그림자가 생기지 않는다 rarely using papago and when I do I dislike having to do it. More often than not I’m able to re-read the sentences I didn't get on the first pass and figure out what I missed. My grammar knowledge and confidence is miles stronger than even 6 months ago.
Book #57 죽이고 싶은 아이 2 - sequel to the 34th book I read. Compared to the first volume I was so much more confident and at ease in my reading. When I was looking things up it was generally slang or turns of phrase, as opposed to straightforward vocab or grammar.
My vocab is only around 10500 words so there are still a lot of words to look up and if I only want to focus on books where I have a minimum of 96% word comp then the options are still limited. I feel like I am hitting another tipping point with reading though which is exciting.
I also graphed my reading speed over time (counting 자 per hour) and you can see how slow the improvement in reading speed is going haha.

Take this with a pinch of salt but apparently the reading speed for a native is 30,000-42,000 자 per hour. I got a ways to go lmao.
The Intermediate Plateau is a lie Big Language Learning uses to make you click on youtube videos
When people talk about ‘hitting the intermediate plateau’ I’ve never known what they were talking about. So far I’ve never had the feeling of hitting a wall or making no progress. I’m always learning new words and, as you can see in the book section above, even if it’s not been visible week-to-week, I’ve clearly hugely improved every year that I’ve been learning. Here’s hoping I never get that feeling but maybe I just jinxed myself. Guess we’ll find out in a future update.
Is output the final boss?
I’m not a particularly output-orientated language learner and I never have been. Most of my free time is spent reading and listening to podcasts. I do love to yap at times though and being able to express myself is a goal but not one I’m in a rush for. Because of all that I don’t think I’ll change my routine much any time soon.
I dip my toe into writing and speaking at least once a week with my tutor so I’ll be ready when I decide I want to get serious about it. I’m not scared that ‘putting it off’ will cause any issues. I’m just much more motivated to work on more reading so that reading books becomes easier and faster (therefore less work and more fun) and also on developing more automaticity when listening to spoken kr. I have no idea how long it will take for reading to be anywhere near as relaxing as it is for me in English but I'm excited to find out.
In the long term I’m curious about how far I’ll get with speaking, the is the kind of progression map I imagine for output ability:
Tourist conversations - order food/buy tickets. Be understood regardless of the errors you make because people understand you are a tourist
Office smalltalk - what did you do on the weekend? What will you eat for lunch? Have you seen this movie before? Was it good? Short shallow (& repetitive) convo with people who know you and forgive mistakes.
Home conversations - telling your partner/parents/roommate a story about the embarrassing thing that happened today, ranting about the colleague that pissed you off, arguing about whose turn it is to do the dishes, making detailed plans for your weekend. Long conversations where you express your personality. But still with people who know you and aren’t bothered by mistakes or some limitations.
Business communication - use of official and professional tone, few to no real language mistakes and high stakes, if you blunder there are consequences like making your company look bad or losing a customer.
Academic communication - Ability to explain and argue things with precise accuracy and detail related to a very specific domain. Generally no space for language errors or limitations beyond what a native would have.
Creative language - Strong command over all aspects of the lang needed. Writing novels, poetry or lyrics. Performing spoken word. Making TV or movie scripts.
I don’t imagine I'll get even as far as business communication, but if I could get comfy in home conversations I’d be pretty satisfied I reckon. (💀 famous last words, when are any of us ever satisfied.) I feel instinctively that speaking will be easier further down the line than it will be if I switch my focus to it now. Based on other peoples’ experiences this will not be true, but it’s how I feel right now. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Final thoughts
Something I’ve been thinking about recently is that I don’t see this learning korean thing as something I have much control over. Sure I can choose what to immerse in, how much time to invest and what tutor to work with et cetera. But I can't choose what my brain actually acquires or how fast it does it. It feels more like observing a natural phenomenon happen, something like the tides going out and in. At the end of the day the tide is going to come in when it comes in, it’s not really up to me and to be honest I don’t even really understand all the science behind it, I just know it's happening.